i love the feeling when we lift up
watching the world so small below
i love the dreaming when i think of
the safety in the clouds out my window
i wonder what keeps us so high up
could there be a love beneath these wings
if we suddenly fall should i scream out
or keep very quiet and cling to my mouth as i’m crying
so frightened of dying
relax yes i’m trying
but fears got a hold on me

yes, this fears got a hold on me

i love the quiet of the night time
when the sun is drown in a deathly sea
i can feel my heart beating as i speed from
the sense of time catching up with me
the sky set out like a pathway
but who decides which road we take
as people drift into a dream world
i close my eyes as my hands shake and when i see a new day
who’s driving this anyway
i picture my own grave
cause fears got a hold on me

yes this fears got a hold on me

Floating neither up or down i wonder when i hit the ground
will the earth beneath my body shake
and cast your sleeping hearts awake
could it tremble stars from moonlit skies
could it drag a tear from your cold eyes
i live on the right side i sleep on the left
that’s why everythin is got to be love or death

yes this fears got a hold on me

Lepas SPM terasa kosong pulak masa ni. Kalau dulu adalah alasan nak study lah konon dan seterusnya. Kadang-kadang crap jugak masa ni ya kalau biar berlalu sahaja. Korang budak-budak yang dah lepas SPM tak bosan ke? Pelik juga aku tengok member-member yang betul-betul lepak punya. Macam menurun nombor ekor pulak chillnya. Memang chill gila lah diorang ni. Tak terikut aku.

Kalau dulu ada lah jugak lepak-lepak dalam kelas sambil kacau budak perempuan, sekarang ape pun tarak! Melayan this crappy blog je lah jawabnye. Semalam baru lepas turun Teluk Anson (Teluk Intan), perghhh sesak gila. Macam biasa road-block bersepah! Mula-mula Polis Trafik, balik bertembung JPJ pulak. Super sucker lah, nasib baik lengkap kalau tak dapat surat cinta dari abang misai lah jawabnya.

Usha Billion, macam sial promoter baju, panggil banyak kali baru nak datang. Boleh pulak lepak dengan member dia sembang-sembang macam lepak dekat serambi. Memang superfucker
lah this fella. I'm standing still right hear for what? Statue apa? Nak kerja buat cara nak kerja lah.

Lepas selesai beli barang pegi lepak sorang-sorang minum ais kacang dekat gerai bumbung biru. Ada pulak couple lepak-lepak sambil bergurau senda. Awek mamat tu comel gila tapi muka pakwe Hamid Ghurka! Sorry dude tapi memang the truth! Apa ayat jampi lah dia pakai. Serius jambu gila ayat pemikat dia. Hahaha.

SPM sudah habis bagi budak-budak kelas sains. Last paper chemistry, pening-pening lalat lah jawabnya. Habis je last paper semua terus balik, tak riot langsung. Hairan gila aku, dulu macam-macam nak buat konon lepas habis exam, tapi habuk pun tarak Yileek! Owh ada member yang berhasrat nak kerja tapi kita tunggu dan lihat aja lah. Haha. Lepas exam terasa pulak bosannya. Rutin makan tido lepak. Memang macam lembu la kalau hari-hari macam ni. Owh satu lagi benda yang macam haram, PLKN! Shiiiiyeeeeet! Terkana panggilan pertama pulak. Semua program tergendala. Haha. Come on la JKLN, just forget this shitty program. It just making our youth more angry with government. Nothing patriotism at all to be embrace about PLKN. Alamak, nak terkucil!